May 2011
1 post
Vindicated - Dashboard Confessionals
Because everything is falling apart.
April 2011
5 posts
“Just a little bit of”
– Security.
“Just deliver.”
– The vulnerability of it all is frightening. The beauty is so amazing. Although beyond that beauty, walls are up, cardiac is guarded, too afraid of the outcome. I see beautiful paintings but the mind of the artist is unknown of.
UP.
(big inhale, exhale)
… to be continued.
“Heaven-sent.”
– I’m happy. (: I’ve never been so happy. You give me knots every time I see you. I am at a loss of words most of the time. You always make me feel so special. The feelings you give are so unexplainable. Sometimes I just want to hug you so tight, and tell you that you make everything so...
“Maybe… because.. you’re different.”
March 2011
23 posts
with you around..
there’s nothing else around that can make happy.
true story, (:
“Sunday. (:”
– It was a blessing. LOS meeting, breakfast with the finest Filipino of all Yigo(: slept in until four-ish, and dinner with my family and Cris. I could not ask for any more. My birthday was perfect. Happy Legality <3
03:20
“Up until this point. Nothing can get any better than this.”
Friday was perfect, dinner with friends and Min’s. Saturday was full of church and more friends. I don’t want to go into detail, but it was pretty good. Aside from being agral and sh—, it was well worth it.
I love these bitches to death. Trust. We’re not ones to fuck with. Ride or die, these...
“I’m so excited, period. (:”
– The weekend getaway has begun! Fuck yes; I’m turning 21 in two more days, and I am literally stoked as f—-! Because prior to my legality, I will have the most illest days ever, with a bunch crazy people who mean a great deal in my life. Those niggas have never let me down. They’re...
rather unordinary rant ;
I don’t know why that came across to mind last night.
I’m sorry, I kept asking myself, why do I doubt it? Why do I question your motives or you, in general. I feel fucked up for thinking bad thoughts or even thinking negatively. I already know that you won’t hurt me, but in the back of my mind, I ponder.
With all honesty, I guess I’m afraid. I’ve never been so...
“And yet, I ponder..”
– .. but why?
just because..
I’ve been contemplating a lot lately. New direction, maybe ?
Before I continue, I just need to clear the air a bit. — C L , I never thought that ” w e “ could ever be possible. You’ve given me a whole different perspective on things. You were always just that guy that I would say hello & goodbye to. We weren’t friends, more like just mere acquaintances....
Checklist !
Buy Holy Supper dress
Withdraw from Accounting
Buy drinks for Saturday (:
Renew license
Go Tribal Images for price quote
CRIS LEONEN FUN! (Lmao.)
& have a whole shit load of FUN this coming weekend: Friday, Saturday AND Sunday. <3
Legality, ftw! (=
“fml”
– I seriously, seriously need to get my act together with school. For real. I need to start studying and focusing more, holy shit. Info Tech, I need to pass my test with flying colors! And for Biology, I gotta pass that shit with A’s too. Fawk! CL<3 you got me twisted, lol. But hey...
“Just because, everything is Perfect. (:”
“I’ve been feeling oh-so mighty good.”
– My days have gotten a bit brighter, and I’m loving it. I’m truly thankful for the life that I am living, and that I have the faith to go along with it. (: My parents are doing well, physically. And I am so grateful for their safety, including my beautiful sisters. @popppysmic, I love you. Regardless...
because things do get better //
(: You caught me by surprised. Not only that but you proved me wrong. I thought you were the type to just ditch, or whatnot. That you would just straight up stop talking to me and not care. But you didn’t.. You just didn’t. You actually told me how you felt. And it made me so happy. It takes a lot for someone to open up and confess their feelings. It goes to show that you’re...
& my heart aches;
Despite all of the bitter sweetness..
I wish you’d understand that I no longer care for Him. My heart only lingers for you. I swear. You’ve caught my attention in ways you cannot even imagine. And you, of all people, should know that. I get goosebumps around you and my heart pinches whenever I think of you. You’ve got me hooked. And it scares me like crazy, but I risk it...