Y U M E .

Despite all of the bitter sweetness..

I wish you’d understand that I no longer care for Him. My heart only lingers for you. I swear. You’ve caught my attention in ways you cannot even imagine. And you, of all people, should know that. I get goosebumps around you and my heart pinches whenever I think of you. You’ve got me hooked. And it scares me like crazy, but I risk it all.

I only tell you those things because, I don’t hide shit, regardless of whatever it may seem. But if that’s the case, I shall respect you and not tell you, just so long as you don’t think that I care for him, which of course I don’t. And not to make things worst, but you hide your feelings.. I cannot bare that. I get sad that you don’t tell me how you feel. I’ll tell you everyday how I feel, so that I won’t need to feel that way.

If in any way you need reassurance, I’ll most definitely give it to you. I will, because I’d go to that extent for you. Because I honestly care. I really fucking care. And I want you to know that. HE does not mean shit to me anymore.

No worries, you mean a great deal to me, and I don’t give up that easy. No matter how hurt I may feel, I’m willing to try. Esp with you, you’re so different. And I promise, I won’t say, “it’s up to you anymore.” I’ll just give you a straight forward answer.

XOXO. ♥